3 out of 3

So it looks like there was a miscommunication. Our nurse promised us they would thaw four and transfer all that made it. Our dr I guess thought different. He thawed three and they all made it. I don't like miscommunication with something like this. I have thought for the last month I might get four but I guess that wasn't even an option. He said they all looked "great" but I could see the chart. There were numbers letters and collapsed written. So I started asking questions. He said he needed to get the embryologist. I was surprised. She was young. Like really young. I don't think she was even 30. I thought they needed years of experience and years of school. Guess I was wrong. She said that when embryos are thawed they look deflated like raisins. She said they move around and change too. I don't get that part cause how can you grade a moving mass of cells? Anyway she explained the grade ours were given. One was a 4AB, one was a 3BB, and one was "collapsed". The number represents how big it has swelled back up with 5 being the largest. The first letter represents how well the baby part actually looks. The second letter represents what factors that support a baby. Anyone confused???? The collapsed one was still alive but just slow....must be "Mo". So....that's enough of that.

I have been laying in the bed all day and find it completely exhausting. Biscuit loves it. I have my moments. I have seen more tv today than I have in the last month combined. I will have to read tomorrow. My retinas are starting to scream from the tv, iPad, iPhone. I need good old plain paper to look at. A good book.

I miss Kiyah terribly bad. I can't think about her too much or I get so freaking sad. The house is beyond quiet.

Only thing different today is that my stomach is beyond sore. I have no idea why. It's like they punched me when I was out. Very weird.

My estrogen was around 1400. My progesterone was 34. They said both of those were great and not adjust my meds. I am so glad they know what they are doing. I am clueless.

So guess that's it. I'm pregnant with three babies today. ........crazy!!