Friday, September 30, 2011

Day ONE?

I guess this is day one of our next invitro cycle. We go for our "teaching" today. This day last time was a blur. Karlis and I both looked at each other the entire time whispering....you got this right? you understand this right? you will be able to remember this right? we can do this right? Whew it was stressful. I am not that anxious about today. I think I have forgotten what to be scared of. Now this afternoon when we get done I might need a valium. I am just saying. Plus today is the day we pay....maybe they will forget this part. One can only wish. Or maybe they will just say this one is on the house. Like an invitro lottery.
So I will try and post soon all relevant dates. I think we still have a couple of weeks before we start shots or pills. I have already started vitamins that cost around $100 a month. These alone should make me get pregnant for that cost. If only it was that easy.
Till later........