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TWINS!!!!

Tomorrow

The next most anxious worrisome day since finding out you really are pregnant with an invitro baby....the ultrasound. And finding out exactly how many babies there really are inside you. So...tomorrow we will know. I am hoping we will see a heartbeat. I'm not sure if we are too early for that. I have been too scared to find out exactly how far along I am. So if there isn't a heartbeat I can maybe says its just too early. It's tough playing mind games with yourself. :(

I am thinking just one. I thought it was two but my numbers didn't increase as they should, so maybe the other one was vanishing. Or maybe not. Tomorrow we will know. Finally.

All is well

We were looking for numbers at least 1,200. They called yesterday and my numbers were almost 1,800. We are all so relieved. I have an ultrasound on December 14. At this point my numbers look like a singleton. It's still fun to find out though. I can't wait. :)

Will be a long day

I am sitting outside the doctors office waiting to do my blood draw. It's been a long week with constant thoughts about being pregant or not being pregnant. I still have so many pregnancy symptoms but I'm on so many hormones. It's the constant issue. Which is actually making me feel this way??? And I feel desperate. I was actually thinking last night I wish I could steal some blood with a high hsg and trade it off as mine. That way I don't have to end this if that is the outcome today. Crazy crazy thoughts. So anyway, I will post later.