Tomorrow

The next most anxious worrisome day since finding out you really are pregnant with an invitro baby....the ultrasound. And finding out exactly how many babies there really are inside you. So...tomorrow we will know. I am hoping we will see a heartbeat. I'm not sure if we are too early for that. I have been too scared to find out exactly how far along I am. So if there isn't a heartbeat I can maybe says its just too early. It's tough playing mind games with yourself. :(

I am thinking just one. I thought it was two but my numbers didn't increase as they should, so maybe the other one was vanishing. Or maybe not. Tomorrow we will know. Finally.