I AM Exhausted

I think this about sums things up. I don't remember being this tired last time. I am having hot flashes so I know the drugs are working. They made me bleed to clean out my lining so that has been done. They make me crave certain foods and let me tell you the food sticks. Hormones suck for the diet. If I don't get pregnant it is going to be bad trying to lose weight during the holidays. Wish there was hormones to take the weight back off. You would think there would be if they can convince my body it is five days pregnant with 5-day old but really with three year old frozen embryos. Crazy!!

So shots are ok. Some hurt. Some itch. Some bleed. I am doing these so Karlis is up next. He will begin giving me the hip ones on Monday if everything looks suppressed. I go tomorrow for a follow up to the D and C. He will report if he found anything abnormal. I will also be checked to make sure there is no bacteria in me. I just finished antibiotics for 14 days so hopefully all is well. Then we go back Monday. We will be going often now. Which is good. It means things are going as planned. So we carry on.....exhausted and tired but hopefully worth it in the end.