So tomorrow is another big day for us. We get our hopefully last beta done before we move onto ultrasounds. I am still anxious and worried for this test just like the last ones. Oh how I wish there was some little light that glowed out of my belly button that meant I was still pregnant. I pay attention to every little thing my body does hoping to keep feeling some of the little twinges and pulling in my stomach. I keep hanging on to the fact that certain foods make me sick and nothing really sounds all that good. So far I have found great pleasure in cheese but that comes and goes and malt vinegar sounds wonderful most of the time but there are only so many things you can eat that stuff on (ate it on pizza today, not bad at all). I have been the biggest milk fan my entire life. I would drink it 3 times a day. Not anymore, I haven’t drunk any (tried 2 sips and knew that was not what I wanted) since a couple of days before we found out I was pregnant. Sweets still sound terrible which I know has to mean something.
I am tired and sleepy 85% of the time. Sometimes I wonder if that is from me just lying around all day or I am lying around all day because of that. I swear this never ends does it?
I did do something over the weekend that is way unlike me. I went to stay with Karlis in Alabama and when I got there I realized that I had forgotten my toothbrush, mouth guard (I grind my teeth unmercifully), all my make-up and half of my clothes. I don’t know how I managed to remember our 3 fur babies. To leave all of that is an absolute disaster for a woman. Karlis would have been like; you mean I am expected to brush my teeth while I am away from home?
So that is where I am today. I will post our beta results tomorrow when I get them. I am unsure of how big they want the number to be at this point. Hopefully they are good because Karlis will not be here with me. He has his first exhibition game in Alabama tomorrow so this will be the first time I have received any news without him. Hoping and praying for the best!
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